1014

boring days after PMR still going on
i don't want to finish the days like this
it's really sucks -,-

yesterday went for a ceramah
honestly, sangat membosankan -.-
keep saying about things regarding adolescents
and we already knew about it lah -,-
sienz

then today
read xuehai :D
love it ...!!
=P

then went for PJ
played the ball -,-
i know i'm noob in sports
so ... i don't really enjoy it
played captain ball but i didn't contribute much for the game
[i failed to hold the ball firmly when my teammates passed it to me, so the other team chased it] zz
epic fail :(

then go seni room and see the teachers do nail art -,-
LOL
i'm not interested in it .... so..... just see here see there
i don't have any passion in arts.. zz


after  recess went other class to play UNO zz
seriously i was pekcek at that time
[i'm a newbie in playing UNO, so i don't really recognise the power cards and its uses]
but the main point is i very pekcek -.-
because at first they just ignored me
and said what "wf won't play this one"
why they just simply judge me like that?
before asking what i want to play or what
whatever
sh*t

then played until half
a teacher came in and asked them how many students in class
i felt worried as the teacher maybe would list me under ponteng class
but i pretended like nothing happen
luckily the teacher didn't say anything
then my friend just console me and say the teacher won't catch one
but at that moment .. i wanted to cry -,-
just got the feeling -,-

then someone asked me to ask the permission from the teacher to play in their class
so i went to ....reluctantly
my mood was like sh*t that time
so i don't really want to play anymore

luckily the teacher didn't say anything
but i felt very .... grateful? touched?
i don't know..
i just want to cry at that time..
so i just walked out from the class and went to the toilet ...
because my feelings really mixed..
haiz .....

i didn't cry out ==

but then went to the class again and enjoyed playing UNO with them
LOL i'm so odd zz

idk why i'm so emotional these few days
i think it happened since the beginning of PMR
keep emo and emo ...


and i can easily have the mood to cry but i don't really cry like a baby
i will just hide my tears and the sadness in my heart

pointlessss


*tomorrow going for co activity sienzsienzsienz




Free Signature Generator