So SPM results was officially released yesterday ; or 26 hours ago.
Thanks God it was a big relief.
I went for my car pretest
steadily yesterday morning, and stucked in the traffic jam for almost 30 minutes I guess? idk. Not really worrying about my results or my pretest or whatever, I'm always calm, naturally me. hahahaha
Before I was mentally prepared well I was instructed to go for bahagian III test.
Saya pandu steadily btw. hahahahah. Although the traffic was still that jam but I didn't mati engine in the middle of the road. First time pandu viva but it was better than my 02 kancil. I felt that my lucky angel was beside me yesterday. Fyi I drove in a super awful manner a day before my pretest, and it was also my last lesson before pretest. Kena langgar at behind at a corner at Jalan C, keep mati engine even though it was only a simple side parking, until I think I might have fail tomorrow's pretest.
But still, thanks to God, I was so lucky to pass it. Did well for the bahagian II, I was so satisfied! Even my car instructor who kept scolding me, commenting about my bad driving skills and my stubborn attitude, said 'Bagus' to me with a thumbs up. Felt so unreal lol.
Finished my pretest about 10 and I was at IDI waiting for my dad and mum to fetch me to school. I can't say I still remained my steadiness, I couldn't really stay calm and my thumb trembled while I was scrolling my twitter homepage. I saw SinChewDaily's tweet stated there were 405 students in Malaysia who scored straight A+s.
I hope I might be one of them.
All my uncertain feelings settled down just after I received the first phone call. It was really a great news for you and me☺
Thanks for the second one. Someone who always nags me like my dad.
and thanks for the first message. :)
Jumped onto the car and told my parents about the good news. not really jump la hahaha lol
It all happened in a blink of an eye.
So damn wordless thoughtless when being interviewed by the reporters. They asked me what I gonna study for the future, what I wanna be, and I can say it was the toughest question after all.
I was totally clueless, what I can say is Idk. But still I simply uttered, "something about science."
So paiseh leh. Haha.
However I looked so damn super duper awful with my messy hair in the newspaper TT
can I just suicide
Ah Wong said I've slimmed down a bit than how I looked during February; Ah Imm said I fat ki; Teacher Tung said my hair so pong, Teacher ols said I have no time to bother about my hair. TT
But still I felt so great to have met those teachers again. ❤
I still have no idea whether to go for matrikulasi / bursary A-level / STPM. getting even more clueless after I went to education fair last afternoon.
"Wanna take photos?"
Idk what to say. The first wishes I made for both of us came true. like this
The 'jiayou' I said to us in the photo, ended up we both getting the same excellent results three months later.
You said that was a good dream, I said I am happy.
I like how she commented on this. How good if it all comes true, but I know I shouldn't hope for too much, I shouldn't be greedy, just let me to be in the flow.
I am so blessed, I am so grateful. Thanks God You heard my prayers, I know my wishes can't came true with sole hard work and dedication, I still need faith, and luck, and You by my side, guiding me all the way to achieve this.
I am clear that SPM doesn't mean everything, but it is something. Something I fight for the past two years, straight A+s is really something I want to achieve. I wanna make my effort counts, I wanna let my parents proud of me. They can't afford me to study overseas or whatever I want to, I can just depend on scholarships or loan. I just don't want to burden them any further.
I still have to thank myself, finally I can return myself with this fruitful results, after being so tough working for the past two years. It wasn't that easy without tuition, it wasn't that easy to cope with boring physics period and work all the way by myself understanding all those boring concepts, it wasn't that easy to study with my phone on (haha), and it wasn't that easy as a chairman of CO, surviving all those hard moments with tears and sweat all the way. I have been physically, mentally and emotionally tired sometimes, but this results proved that the pain deserves the gain.☺
Not to forget, those who supported me by my side, no matter family, friends, teachers, seniors or juniors. It will not be possible without anyone of you.
It was really warm when your friends and teachers congratulate you sincerely.
and said, "you deserved it."
To be one of the 25 straight A+ians in Penang is something for me to be proud of. Teehee.
No matter what, life goes on. I am really a lucky baby, on 20 March 2014. I appreciate all these. Xiexiedajia ❤
Wfloo. ✌
