1228

你有必要这样吗
两天了
你知道有多hurt吗
现在真的是超级伤心
要的只是个肯定，真的有酱难吗
昨晚真的是emo到哭
真的是不能忍了
心情有够糟了还要被骂
到底有完没完
刚刚被人家酱扯完还不用紧
还要被骂
随便啦
我知道是我错，对不起
现在也只是在忍
不然真的又再要崩溃了
我的东西还没做完
要死了
练习曲都还没练到
更要死
算了吧
反正死了也没人会理
最近也只是勉强地活着而已
很辛苦
难道我就得这样过完我的2011年吗


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1225

just a short drop-by here to say Merry Christmas
(although it's quite late now ><)

and today is the last Sunday of year 2011. :(
the great thing is, i spent my Christmas day meaningfully ... X)

don't forget to check Google for its Christmas theme..it's so nice!!!
*Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle all the way*

that's all , bye!

*昨天是叙别会 :)
无意中被选到成为AJK，erm....美术组 ><
然后我、伊甜、静宜，3人一起顾一个station :)
我们station的名字是记忆蜡烛 (hey,这是我的idea来哦:P)
我们的station在2楼前面算起第二班（好像是），来到我们的station后，
就在外面念口号，然后就开始在麻将纸那边寻找合奏曲的名字 :)
找到较多曲目的组合就算赢 ==
然后就一起进去课室，然后游戏就开始啦 ==
（其实那个进去之前的游戏我不明白怎样算，好像是赢的人有得比较长的时间看那个句子）
我们的游戏是传话，第一个看了要吹气球然后用气球里面的气灭蜡烛
然后才传给第二个人，以此类推

然后我们真的遇到很多technical problem
早上7点就到学校开始准备，搬凳子搬到要断气，点蜡烛点到要气到爆炸 ==
很难让蜡烛站稳==
而且开始的几组很快玩完就走人了，好像是第三pair开始我们就给他们玩两场 ==
本来以为蜡烛很多，哪里知道到最后一pair 的时候竟然缺蜡烛 ==
然后我很不爽f5的那队，我觉得他们很没把对手放在眼里，很不尊重对方 ==
当时我真的是很pekcek他们了，虽然是他们最大，但是我觉得他们的做法很不对咯
你们这样逼到对手只能放弃这样很好玩吗？
唉。。当时觉得自己做到很失败 :(
这是第一次做stationer,也可能是最后一次了吧
最后全部玩完了，我们还要收拾残局
没得玩水，弄到我很emo咯><
现在才觉得stationer并不好当 ><
哎
可是几天AJK们一起留下来讨论东西的时候真的很好玩 :)
很喜欢那段时间 :)

然后很高兴的是我准备的水果salad竟然吃到完
我以为会没人吃的，哈哈哈哈
谢谢你们 :D

说到美术组
我弄的卡片
erm 弄到蛮辛苦下 ==
可是我觉得自己功劳很少 ==
算了吧 -.-
对不起伊甜 :'(
迎新日的也是酱 ==
对不起我真的不是特地要酱的，哎

这次当上叙别会的AJK真的是一个不一样的体验，谢谢他们给我机会 :D



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1222

it's almost 1a.m. already..
i sacrifice my sleeping time and stay up late .... what for?
to settle my farewell's stuffs...
damn it...start my work from 2p.m. but now only complete..
well, 75% completed..
gonna continue it tomorrow..
damn.....

btw what i did are sucks
damn sucks
no comment at all
i've no talent in arts
so don't blame me ..
i had tried my best to perform the best of mine...
so please, appreciate it ..
although they look so shit .... lol
sorry.... those are what i can do .. :/

well
PMR results released today
Thanks God, i got what i want today
went to school quite early today as my parents kept urging me
that's my result but why did they appear to be more nervous than me?
not so nervous while waiting for the results
kept chit-chatting with friends
but then, thanks God for giving me what i dreamt
and it's a pity that ChiaChun failed to get 8As
good luck in your form4 then..meet you in 5SA1.. =)

this year 203 out of 465 candidates in our school get 8As!
woah, new record ... :P
bravo!

honestly i was quite disappointed after receiving someone's message
*because of some reason*
bluffed him as well, and he did believe me too
yeah :) and sorry :P


change topic :
sorry to someone whom i always mad at
maybe i was jellying...lol
that day i was really moody and when you asked me to help you on something, i replied you with a heavy tone
i know you were shocked and frustrated at that moment
sorry...but i don't think you'll know it
and same thing happen just now
but just not face to face
i think it happens every time when i meet you


bye, off to bed
8As i love you !! woohoooo
and sorry to those that i've bluffed just now. just for fun, take it easy. :)

oh ya, happy dong zhi. (although it was over, but better late than never..^^)


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1219

i'm here to update again , heehee
1 week had passed..
we move 1 week nearer to 2012..
the point is....
school's going to reopen..in two weeks time...><

PMR results are going to release on this Thursday ><
wish all the best to all the PMR candidates, include me =) yeah yeah yeah
hope we can break our school's record for the past few years!! GOOD LUCK!!!

after the music camp i finally had some time to rest..
and my busy life started again on last friday :

we ROCKED THE FRIDAY NIGHT yeah!
especially for our erhu qizou --- 赛马!! xD
i really enjoyed every seconds on the stage
we even shouted and raised our erhu up after finished playing the song *wooohoooooooo
the feeling was so freaking awesome as we didn't need to follow any rules :)
but just not as high when we practised together before the performance

only the first table's guests paid attention to us during our performance...~.~
and that was why we would think to shout....
not much people will notice us so we can syok sendiri as much as we can on the stage :P
but hor....quite lame la, especially our horse sound...do until like ghost sound...==
and we morning practice night perform...pro right? :D
anyway the main point was the big applause given by the guests! MISSION ACCOMPLISHED ... yay :D

about the ensemble's old songs...
no comment ==
our orchestra's sound was too soft and the guests were eating and talking down there..ignored our presence ==
whatever -.-

the next day, we performed on the opening ceremony of the counselling camp...
no comment also -.-

today i was late for the activity...><"
it's the second time if i'm not mistaken ==
but i always late for group activity....lol :P
the first time i late was on a raining day when i was in form 1
and there were a few times that i was going to late but luckily not
today finally, i LATE~~
for the reason, not going to say anymore, u know i know
just pray that i won't be late again on tomorrow.....><
good luck....

damn it i was so moody after that
but thanks to somebody who cheered me up with the smile :)
thank you i love you you're so cute :) :D

thank you i will carry the responsibility with all my heart :) *well hope so -,-





to somebody
well a big and sincere thanks to you :)
and sorry that i always disappoint you -.- :P




yeah i'm going insane -.-


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乐响青春华乐营 2011

说到乐响青春
其实那时候跟我说我有得去的时候我真的是不相信
因为我还以为那时候有去的人早就已经选好了
而且在云顶的那段时间佩瀚一直跟我说她想要去啦什么什么的
然后我就一直在泼冷水（其实也没有泼很多罢了，哈哈哈）
也顺便泼一下自己咯
然后我也觉得自己没什么希望了，因为那天又听到某人讲的话
我很烂啦 huiyo =.=

哪里知道
我竟然有得去咯
感恩 T^T

齐奏赛过后
就忙着准备练习乐响的歌
然后我这个人是超级慢热型的 -.-
星期一威权叫我去学校练
结果真的超。。。。的，虽然我在家真的有练习 ==
有练也等于没练，我知道我很差劲 TT

回家就一直开着disc在那边苦练
哈哈哈，还好情况真的有好转
不然真的可以叫我去死了  zzz

终于来到了第一天, 8.12.2011
早上很兴奋地去了槟州大会堂
（我们学校真的很早到。。）

然后一切都set up好了之后
我们下半场的就开始在舞台上练习

龙魂，我旁边的竟然没有练
还好我有练，她还叫我拉给她听
paiseh lo hahahha >< ==

等了1个小时多才开始合奏
因为圣母的还没到。。

在舞台上真的很冷
开始时没觉得什么，然后就越来越冷
我还没穿jacket叻。。。真的是超冷的><

可是很快的就是午餐时间。。哈哈
过后我们换上了他们给的T恤，就上bilik tanjung练了
那边真的很温暖。。哈哈

然后就练乐响，江河水，打枣（好像有）
江河水的时候我真的是一直gong gong在那边
真的是太慢了啦 walao
而且这首我也没跟威权他们一起练过（太容易了==）
我还在那边一直看前面的弓，然后一面算拍子 ==

然后4点的时候下去拍全体照

过了晚餐时间
侯彦秋老师终于来跟我们一起练了
她真的是太神了啦
尤其是打枣的时候
突快那边我跟不到，就停下来看她吹
真的是看到我傻眼！！
左手一个，右手一个，嘴里含着一个
害我跟恺栗一直在那边笑。。。哈哈哈

然后她奏完了，大家都为她鼓掌
她就用嘴里的那个哨子（其实我也不懂叫什么的东西）来跟我们说“谢谢大家”
walao 那个声音好可爱！逗得大家都笑翻了，哈哈哈

然后侯老师离开了之后顺有老师本来要合龙魂的
可是见大家都好像很疲惫，就说大家可以回去睡觉了
那时差不多8点半而已，那时候我也是蛮吓到的，哈哈
因为那么早就可以走人了 o,O

下去收东西的时候上半场的还在练
然后我们很吵所以就被骂咯。。>< ==

等了许久他们才终于放了。。
还有某人不爽我参日新的人，谁叫你不理我==

然后很多上半场的都在那边抱怨咯。。你知我知啦。。
真庆幸我是下的，哈哈哈

忘了说，我们是来回的，没住酒店。。


第二天, 9.12.2011
拖着疲惫的身躯去了学校。。
在巴士上睡到很爽。。哈哈
上半场的很可怜，好像在等着要去地狱酱。。哈哈哈 ><

然后我们早上在bilik tanjung...
由于这天是星期五，所以好像是有早放一点点让我们去吃午餐

吃了午餐过后我们高胡的本来要在舞台前面分组
可是拉了一下子就说不可以练习 （马来人要念经）
结果我们10个人围了一个圆圈坐在那里你看我，我看你><
气氛真的很冷。。再加上那里本来就是超级冷 ==
结果hot julia就一直叫我们说话，然后竟然提议说要自我介绍
然后自我介绍的时候发生了一件很好笑的事，哈哈哈==

介绍完了依然没人讲话
然后hot julia就提议说我们要一起拍照
她去弄了一架相机来过后就叫我们上台拍照
结果大家都表现得扭扭捏捏
当时不能练习，所以台下观众席那里有很多人在坐着（台上没人）
最后我们10个人真的是大胆到上了台
坐在各自的位子看着镜头
从前面，到左边，再到右边（也就是台下的方向）
当时真的很多人在笑我们，很siasui叻TT
如果你看到一群siao kia突然跑上台疯狂的拍照你会忍住不笑吗，哈哈哈

我们的战利品：

*其实还有两张其他角度的，懒惰放上来xD

看了照片突然觉得自豪，这是我们高胡下半场专属的疯狂== xD

然后我们的集会就解散了-.-
3点酱就上了台练习，晚餐过后也一直练到8点多放人
哈哈哈
上半场的还没放噢 xDD
结果工作人员就赶我们出去了 zzz

然后我就坐在那边听威权、伟健、哲楷聊天
笑到我肚子痛，walao ==

然后我们上了巴士上半场的还没放
9点多他们才放
所谓的早出晚归==
我们下半场的倒反，我们是晚出早归== :P

很多上半场的依然在抱怨，不爽我们下半场的，哈哈哈


第三天, 10.12.2011
依旧是很累==

然后我们今天早上在舞台，
下午在bilik tanjung

家毅竟然拿了二胡来==


午餐过后分组练习的时候发生了一件超好笑的事
实际上笑的人好像只有我和威权两个人 == zzz


然后这天好像没什么特别的事情了，所以就skip ==

还有就是我忘记带票来给佩瀚==
虾到死 -.-

还有还有，晚餐过后在bilik tanjung苦苦等候了1小时多才开始合奏==


第四天, 11.12.2011
特地5点多就醒来整理我的白衣黑裙黑鞋黑袜 ==
结果当然是很累
早上很紧张地拿票来跟静宜换 >< ==
去到槟城那里看到有骑脚车的活动
哈哈哈

早上我们在舞台排练
然后高胡的终于被讲了几句==..哈哈

可是今天我们下半场的12点半酱才吃午餐
饿到我在台上一直发抖==
加上那边又很冷 -,-

威权弄到我很紧张
突然来问我通知了没
结果他自己没通知伊甜==
当时我真的是饥寒交迫(-.-)
一直发抖到不能顶==

结果把东西拿到cafeteria那里还是很紧张
不懂为什么
哪里知道还要等10分钟才有饭吃
当时真的饿到没力了
还有人一直在那边引诱我==

终于等到饭了
就坐下来吃
我去那边吃饭都吃得很慢
差不多每次都要害人等我
paiseh lo ...==

吃饱了就去看上半场的练习
然后就去换衣服了
换好衣服了就再进去一下
然后再出来
钦怡你的鞋跟真的好高 O.O

然后就在售票处前面集合了
拿票和特刊

之后威权就催我们进去了==

进去之后高胡的一直在找笔
要签特刊==
然后表演开始了
我们还在黑暗中忙着签特刊==

那个吹笙的很棒！！woohoo xD

然后就休息了
我们就赶着去cafeteria拿乐器那些
弄到我很紧张 zzz
去后台调了音就准备上台了

在台上的感觉很爽。。。哈哈哈

从龙魂、到乐响，气氛已经有一点点high了
然后江河水，侯老师一出场欢呼声就此起彼落
打枣，更不用说，很多人肯定都看到傻眼了吧
打枣我一直拉错弓法！讨厌咯！希望没人发现到 -.- TT

（然后我突然想起她有跟我们说过一段关于打枣的故事，忘了是在第二天还是第三天）

最后还有encore噢
哈哈哈
大家都超high的啦 xD

然后终于回到后台去了
恺栗还很兴奋：“耶耶耶，完了！”
刚好那时顺丽老师走过，还笑我们，哈哈，吓到 -.-

在后台就拍照咯
本来他们好像是有打算找两位大师拍的，可是最后都没有机会TT
连签名也拿不到，可惜。。

拍了就听他们说巴士来了，就很紧张地拿着两把高胡跑回去cafeteria ==
walao 真是的 -,-

总之那时候就是很紧张
做什么都很紧张

就酱等了巴士回到学校 ==

然后我的嘴唇还很干还流血 ==
在那边的时候谢谢某人一直提醒我叫我拿水==
真的是很谢谢你啦 X)

---

my sampat & sexy partner n I...xD

xiabanchang's gaohu on the stage..x)

xiabanchang's gaohu after performance...

shangbanchang mia don't jealous!!!! xP

that's all for the music camp 2011!! glad to know them all!! Yay!!

happy because i'm xiabanchang one :)

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solo & qizou competition 2-3.11.2011

现在我才甘愿上来写
没办法啦，大忙人是酱的啦，不能怪。。哈哈哈

2.12.2011, 独奏赛那天
我没参加，可是却跑去支持他们了。。哈哈
结果让我想起了去年我的独奏曲
真的是很遗憾
弄到我超级emo的说
再加上前几天让我伤心的某件事
还好那天知道自己乐响是下半场的
至少还觉得有点安慰 ==

然后等巴士等了很久
就和靖怡走去7-11买杯面吃
还去玩他们的装水机 :P

总之那天真的是超级孤单
晚上还沦落到一个人搭rapid回家 TT

还有就是恭喜靖怡和威权啦
恭喜你们 :)


3.12.2011, 第二天，齐奏赛
早上6点15分就去学校练习了
去到日新独中一坐下来就在那里练
在课室等候的时候也在那边练
看我们几努力。。哈哈哈 ==

然后终于轮到我们了
我们的齐奏曲：欢庆锣鼓
前面跑音那边真的是超级不齐的
后面就还好
（每次都是前面齐后面不齐）
顺丽老师全程都很严肃
然后我还一直在那边勉强地笑
拉完了，顺丽老师笑着对我们说：“跑音那里有点不齐”
这次心想：完了完了 T3T
一走出去，他们都在那里叹气着
唉，要进决赛好像没什么希望了-.-

然后就出去买生日礼物给老师
开始时心情没怎么样
可是过马路的时候真的是。。。
他们全部走掉了，剩我一个人在对面gong gong地等
那时候我真的很pekcek你懂吗
我很想直接回头走回学校
可是还好有一个aunty刚好也要过马路
就跟她一起过咯
走到对面的时候我真的是郁闷到要哭了 =-=

在礼品店里心情真的是很差
我觉得叫我们来是废的咯
对不起某人，我对你说话的语气真的是重了些
我不是故意的，真的很对不起 =3=

也许是我依赖性很强，可是那时候本来心情就很差了
对不起啦 -.-

然后就去ABC吃午餐
那时候得知我们的组进了决赛
有点松了一口气的感觉 ==

吃饱了回到学校
当然是练习咯
进入决赛的还有傲马群集（好chio的名字xD）还有日新的那队
威权还说如果我们拿到银其他两队拿到金也不能怪我们
因为傲马群集只有3个人，日新的又全部f4的
哈哈-.-

过后就叫我们去准备了
我们干脆坐在地上等 xD
哈哈哈

然后我们就上楼上等了
热到。。。
进去的时候很冷 O,O

然后就开始拉了
前面没那么不齐了
可是到了后面其中一段跑音
我直接在那边停了几秒，还对着威权笑
欠打咯 >,<
我竟然停了几秒！！你说我有没有搞错 ==
之前比赛我拉错也会在那边做pattern
这次竟然停着==
好够力
另一段跑音我也是拉错
还很大声叻 walao -.-

然后全程都一直在那边笑
真的是疯了啦
过后还有人说我们很滑稽 =,= zzz

奏完了
走下去的时候也是很tneh ==

放了乐器就回去看剩下的比赛

很快的，
到了要公布成绩的时间
（其实还要等很久）

某人致词时还说了很多无关痛痒的话
离题到很离谱 ==
笑到我肚子痛

然后还没公布成绩之前我们欢庆的都很紧张
几怕会拿铜叻
因为我们真的奏到很烂
如果拿铜的话真的是超丢脸的

然后铜的得奖队伍公布完了
我们才松了一口气
要念银奖的了
威权还站起来准备上台了
（我们没比之前就expect到最多只会拿银奖）
哪里知道
一直没听到我们队伍的名字
然后就听到一个“北海钟灵。。。。”
其实是cello的
吓到我们
然后念念念
就静去了。。
。。。
。。。。
。。。。。

“现在将宣布获得金奖的队伍”
walao!!!当时我们真的是吓到。。。。==

“。。。”
“北海钟灵二胡A队”

当时的感觉真的是难以形容
跟去年不同，去年是有预料到会拿金
今年是。。。根本就不敢去想好不好
然后还没公布成绩之前我们就觉得老师只是给我们面子才给我们进决赛
真没想到会拿金
超am gong的叻

然后离开之前就把礼物送给了老师
之前他们还说：“拿到金奖才送，不然就不送了”
没想到真的是给我们拿到了
walao
家辉还说可能是看我们人多难练所以给我们
哈哈哈
去年五月春潮还不是6个人可是真的是超齐的也 =3=

然后
说到我们的欢庆锣鼓
其实这首歌我们练很少罢了
真的
去云顶的前几天我们上了老师的课
老师还说我们的整齐度有待加强
然后那几天我们一天练一小时酱罢了
就酱懵懂地上了云顶的舞台
也是很不齐，然后也很小声
哪里知道却拿到荣誉金
那时候也许真的是扬琴衬托了二胡呱

云顶比赛过后依然是有来练齐奏
可是每次都没有全部人到齐
有练也等于没练
结果齐奏赛的前几天大家都被老师骂了一顿
老师还说如果继续酱下去恐怕就拿不到奖
所以我们比赛的前两天特地来学校练4小时（真正练的只有3小时呱）
哈哈哈
所以说
我们真的是超am gong的==
能进到决赛我们就已经很感恩了。。哈哈哈

当然也没忘了比赛之前我们一直讲的“名句”：
为了要证明。。。我们的。。。荣。。誉。。金。。不是。。。。
盖的！！Yeah!! *拉弦手势*

哈哈哈
另一个超级难忘的回忆

我们的欢庆锣鼓！

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finally music camp and concert ended ...
i'm exhausted now -.-
feeling sick again -.-

i will write about qizou competition n music camp when i free -.-
try my best not to delay again zzz

byebye

thanks bro. =)



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21st Century International Arts Festival 2011 (Part III)

i'm going to update now...no more delaying ><

[continue]Third day (24.11.2011)

after that we went back to our room..
then started to practice with tv opened ...==

later we had 1 hour of rest time ...
chisan sick and jill was very exhausted...so they took a short nap

and then it was the rehearsal time
so went down again
so damn hot during the rehearsal ==
after rehearsal went back to our room
we were to change our attire
that time only i knew we got 93 marks for our ensemble


before going down we ate our cup noodles
in a rush ><
and i still forgot to bring my cloth down...==

after going down, people from xx school clapped when they saw us -.-

really people mountain people sea there =.=
but we straight went into the grand ballroom le xD
because we are very 大牌~~hahaha

then sat there and wait for a while...
after that all the performers went up the stage except gaohu (because there were no chairs for us..xD) and the conductor
so we just waited down the stage la ...more better ..x)

after long waiting
finally it was the time for us to go up the stage xD
then it was the time for us to start our performance

after performing we went down and kept our instruments
and then went to sit behind
but then some of us didn't have any seats so we had been called to sit at another place..
so after the band performance we decided to go out..
later went to the place which our school's people gather and stood there...

later i still went out when the charming ladies from China were performing..
EPIC LOSS!! ='(
i saw them on the first day and i told my friends : "sure gold in honour one.."
i should add "sure closing ceremony one.." X)

later it was the time to announce the results
chinese orchestra is the last one to announce...argh.......

........
...........
...............

finally it was our school's turn
not so high when knowing the first Gold with Honour
as we had expected to get this
after that....
二胡齐奏A .........荣誉金!

when i heard this
u'll have no idea how high i was at that moment
i jumped and shouted!! ahahaha!
frankly we didn't even expect to get this result
before that i thought it will be a Gold only....walao xD
hahahaha so damn happy!!

so...our results:

2 Gold with Honour (劲飙,欢庆)
3 Silver (笛子齐奏,敲击,欢乐歌)
3 Bronze (赛马,摇露珠,蕉林)

some people were emo after that....~.~

then took pictures on the stage
chicken rice!! (i wonder why must use this word -.-)

and later went out GICC to take photos -.-
seriously not very high la...

later went back our room to change our clothes and prepared to buy supper..
my supper: chicken porridge from Marrybrown....( Marrybrown again...X) )

gossiped sambil eating....==

later they came check room lo..
and we slept on 1.30++am again... ==


Fourth day (25.11.2011)

the last day..
morning i was still sleeping when my alarm rang..
so jingyi woke me up to switch it off... lol....==

i was the second to wake up... xD

went McD to buy breakfast...
because no cup noodles already..

took it back to our room and went out to prepare our drink...-.-

after eating we prepared to go down
still, it was hard to find lift...-.-
i think it happens every year...==

later went down successfully
sit there and wait, and go out to wait...and come in again ==

after long waiting finally our bus arrived..
later went to eat lunch at Batang Kali..
no stopping throughout the whole journey
slept in the bus....-.-

finally back to school.....><


and finally... finish writing.. xD

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change topic:

we got a Gold in our qizou competition
super am gong !! lol -.-

i'll write about it if i have time ><

gonna practice for the music camp already ....
wish me all the best !!





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First of all,
Hello December!
I love you! :D


All the best and good luck to those who're taking part in solo competition tomorrow!
and qizou on Saturday :) (me -.-)

walao i'm very worry about our qizou competition
teacher even said we can't get any prize if continue like this -.-
yesterday all of us had been scolded by her T3T
*seriously i want to get into final la please TT
i really can't imagine if we fail to :'(
but honestly we don't really play well *sigh*


星期六，甲组拉弦8号
加油啦！
要证明我们的荣誉金不是盖的！:D


*genting trip, will be continue writing after solo and qizou competition, stay tuned!
[hope i won't forget everything :)] -.-


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21st Century International Arts Festival 2011 (Part II)

i'm going to continue writing about my Genting trip in english...
as my comp don't have chinese input software, so it will be very inconvenient for me to write in chinese..=3=
and there will be no photos sorry...my internet too slow... -,-

let's continue... =)

Second day (23.11.2011)

woke up around 7 in the morning
at first we prepared to wait for our McD breakfast..
but then they all went for the their buffet breakfast but we miss ours
as we were not in our room when Yimin called us
so we had to settle our breakfast in Marrybrown =3=

after eating we started our practice
and then we put in our performance attire, took our gaohu and went downstairs
we walked in a row to show them we're very pro ... haha [act qun -.-]

after tuning we all very high -.-
keep practicing 台风 n 吸气 with erhu ppl :)
then all ppl also copy us -.-

after long waiting,
it was the time for us to go upstairs
heard HengEe's 春风幻想曲 before going into the waiting room :)

after going into the waiting room
not very nervous la xD
heard 你追我赶 ... not bad also... but ours is nicer la hahahaha =D

i was the 工作人员 hahahaha -.-
so we went up the stage earlier than the other performers xP

and later our performance started
i was a little nervous in the beginning but then my body started to be warm again x)
i really enjoy the whole performance xD
after going down from the stage i was very tired and could hardly breathe xD (everyone oso same gua x) )
it was the power of our 劲飙序曲!
feel so happy and satisfied after going out from the hall =D
unlike our 古槐, kept blaming ourselves and feeling worried after performing..
this time the feeling was absolutely great !! woohooo

then went back to our room xD
took some photos in my room and went to find 776's ppl -.-
we went to the lift there and started making some stupid pose -.-
then went back to take our gaohu but then ended up watching video (just now's performance) at the corridor there -.-
we straight sat on the corridor and watching, regardless of other ppl's thoughts..-.-

upon finished watching the video JiaYi said: "等下又要闭幕了！演奏服收好来，不要弄肮脏.."
everything has its own possibilities, who knows?

[feeling sorry to somebody]


later just went back to our room and changed our clothes ..-.-
we planned to have our lunch with yitian's and jiayi's room ppl..
and when all were ready to set out we went to 776 to urge them to be faster -.-
but after that we found something creepy .... -.-
without much thinking we straight ran back to our room and closed the door immediately -.-
[we shouted and laughed loudly in front of their room and she was crying opposite of their room door -.-]
it was so rude and we scared whom we met was something like .......erhemmmmm [you know i know -.-]
i was so scared that she will seek for revenge......OMG~~

then i phoned to 776 and asked them to come our room to find us -.-
[nw i realized that i'm so timid -.-]

later they came and asked us to go to their room again
again, saw that person, not in crying mode, but in emo mode [i didn't even dare to watch her face]
faster went into 776's room -.-
so scare la walao -.-

later finally went to Marrybrown (second time lol)
Chicken burger -.-

all of a sudden got Yimin's phone call about to gather at GICC at 2.45? (forgot le-.-)
not all of a sudden la, we got the phone call consecutively..
when they asked me to get ready, my phone vibrate... hahahahaha

then we headed to GICC ..
while waiting we told our creepy experience (-.-) to other people...==
to watch string ensemble competition and percussion ensemble..
the performances were quite boring and tedious, so i nearly dozed off ... -.-

after that..went back to our room to bring our cup noodles and my UNO -.-zz
we were going to have a picnic in JingYi's room...lol (12769 if not mistaken)
but the hot water there was warm but not hot -.- walao

later went back to our room to take something -.-

and headed to GICC to watch friendship concert

the concert was kind of ok-ok la i think -.-
the last show was really...................speechless -.-
some of the shows were quite interesting and surprising la -.-
overall not bad, but i don't like the guys behind who likes to shout loudly..[what oso shout, walao]

then went back to our room la -.-
talked a lot of gossips ....-.-
and someone phoned us to play fool of us
"Hello, saya Siti. bolehkah saya cari Aminah?"
we closed the phone and planned to phone them back to play them-.-
lol.. luckily we managed to take revenge..xD
We waited excitedly near the phone
someone took it and said, "Hello?"
*Mosquito sound* "Eeeeeeeeeee~~~~"
"Kan!!!"
really LMAO!
after putting down the phone we laughed till ....walao !!

later gossips again
gossiped until 1.30am only sleep .... pro la us xD


Third day (24.11.2011)

*walao i dreamed about our coach and he said.."你们奏到不是很好"  -.-
but in Neoh's dream we got perform in closing ceremony leh ! but after xx school -.-

i was the first to wake up .. if not mistaken .. xP

today we had our buffet breakfast ...xD
eat till quite full ....haha

later went to play indoor with Yitian's roommates =)
we didn't went outdoor because the prices were very expensive and the weather not so good ~.~

first stop : 4D movie

not a very long queue but we waited for quite long time -.-
gossiped again -.-

the movie and effect is ok only la
neither good nor bad
just sometimes will be shocked when the chair was shaking and gas spraying out -.-

when coming out from there we stepped at outdoor for a while ... really cold till die -.-

second stop: Rio Float

quite boring while waiting
but suddenly Yitian got a phone call from Yimin
"har,我们闭幕？真的吗？"
then we diverted all our attention onto her
all were in an unbelievable mode and waited anxiously for her confirm
and after Yitian closed her phone, "Yeah,我们奏闭幕！"
everyone was so excited and thrilled!! very high and luckily there don't have any people from other school -.-
our ship is dragon one! wahahaha... we geng like dragon xD
super high inside the ship la xD

third stop: train -.-

childish game again hahaha
never mind, we syok !!
keep ringing the bell nia..really childish la xD

then we still went to bumcity for a while ... dono when le xD

fourth stop: boat -.-

we 8 people had to separate, sad case -.-
really behsyok the aunty waiting behind us la..please don't simply judge if you don't understand the situation ...wtf -.-

----slot in : i didn't receive any phone call or message from Yimin... so-called forever alone ... *sigh*

after that we straight go GICC to gather -.-
[i really don't like people boast at me like they go bowling la blablabla, seems like despising us =.=]

*stay tuned...to be continued....[let me recall first -.-]







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21st Century International Arts Festival 2011 (Part I)

第一天(22.11.2011)

 今年特别早集合。。。
5点45分。。@@
所以前一晚8点多就睡了
（第二天也不见得很早醒来）==
然后就争取时间开电脑
看见欣仪给我们的鼓励信息
谢谢你啦！！ xD

到了学校
就进乐室分ribbon那些
然后就讲一些规则
之后就上了巴士
6点30分酱就开车了。。（好早。。）
以前这个时间我们才来学校罢了叻。。==

吃了面包（早上来不及吃早餐）
本来我是准备要睡觉了的
某人还在那里唱歌
而且还是上不了高音的那种==
吵到我不能睡
pekcek =-=

一路上我也不懂自己做了什么
感觉上时间好像过得很快-.-
应该是巴士只停在一个休息站的关系吧-.-
而且还害到人家tangki满 (不是我==)
walao -,-

12点多酱就到了batang kali吃午餐
然后就这样上了云顶
巴士依旧走很慢 -.-
今年没得坐缆车
其实我觉得坐巴士上也很爽一下啦 xD
至少不用走酱远

到了云顶
差不多已经1点多了
搬了行李放在角落
就集队，分participant tag..
然后我们就去换演奏服。。

拿了乐器就下去等调音。。
调音之前／之后（我忘了）。。我们就在那边high..==
一直在那边比那个手势然后在那边笑笑笑
其实听说那个手势的意思是i love you..
可是过后不知为何变成spiderman去-.-
然后那个工作人员好像有叫我们安静==

调完音
好像就直接上去等了（我真的忘了-.-）
那时候我的二胡撞到东西，音走掉
吓到我半死-.-

上去的时候看见赛马的已经出来了
他们15号，我们的欢庆锣鼓18号
然后吃了巧克力，就没那么紧张了-.-
进去等的时候听到前一队的喜送公粮
我们就在那边安慰自己说："不好听的，不好听的"
哈哈

不久后就轮到我们啦
开始前真的是蛮紧张的
可是还是勉强地在笑
哈哈哈

然后我拉错了蛮多 walao =-=
而且整体来说真的很小声 walao -.-
跑音那边有点乱 好啦我知道是我害的
少来跟我说什么听到两个版本
我知道是我害的啦！！=/

收了乐器就去集队
然后就去换回衣
我和佩瀚还在那边讨论说刚才拉错哪里哪里
怎么知道一踏进厕所就看到顺丽老师
还跟我们笑叻
我们还没回过神来-.-
真的是吓到啦 0.0

换了衣服
就下去楼下看他们
还有等人
然后等他们换好衣服
我们就去走走罢了，时间来不及
（我也忘了我们到底去了哪里==）
然后我们就坐在那边等，不懂等什么
过后摇露珠的出来了。。
然后我们就坐在那边等
快发霉了
然后我们还坐在那边吃东西，哈哈
真是的.. -.-
我们还在那边拍照，消磨时间 ... walao -.-

发霉了很久，我们才进去看剩下的小组比赛
去支持一下我们的欢乐歌和banana -,-

然后某学校的琵琶台风真的是超夸张  =="

我们学校的在最后两队
看完了就出去了
在那边等....房卡 ==
6、7点酱才拿到
我们（我、佩瀚、靖怡、子珊）的房间是14771
大家的房间都差很多间的说
最靠近的也差了4间。。（776-.-）

拿着超级重的行李上到了房间。。
（我的背包一直掉，好辛苦）
然后听到有人在拉走向未来-.-
一到房间就敲门、开灯、开风扇、开水、冲马桶、开电视。。。
整理了行李就去洗澡。。
然后我们16个人（我、伊甜、家毅、伟健的房）一起去food court吃晚餐。。

776的人还没从房间出来之前我们还计划说要吓他们
最后家毅被靖怡吓到！！哈哈哈
walao 那时候我真的笑到不能呼吸！！xD

food court-我最讨厌的地方。。
还好我叫的食物还可以吃。。
佩瀚叫的鸡腿饭下面全部血到完。。-.-

吃完了就回房。。
差不多9点多了。。
然后他们就过来我们房间练习
威权还说了很多感性的话@.@
出去之前还问我们：“要不要荣誉金？要不要闭幕？”
好像在逼我们说“要”酱。。讲了他才舍得出去。。哈哈

11点酱查房
他们还跑来说明天早餐要帮我们买
然后我们好像有出去泡东西

我们12点半酱才舍得睡
好像是在聊废话啦。。哈哈

×我梦到不懂谁讲涵琛她们来找我们。。（好像是家毅讲的）-.-
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to be continued .... stay tuned =D





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i just came back from Genting yesterday ... -.-
super tired...
feeling sick ... :(
not going to write about the whole journey right now ..
let me recall back first...seriously i don't remember it clearly ... -.-

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一直以来都在欺骗自己

原来在别人眼中，我是很差劲的一个人
就让我一个人再迷失吧
我很后悔那时为何要去问那么多
不说就好了嘛，就自己一个人努力改变
改变他人对我的想法
现在感觉自己就像一个多余的人
别人逼不得已要收留我
之前自己好像很不要脸地抢了别人的位
现在还是在那里很理所当然地霸着
就是这样
别人很看不起我
之前还不是因为幸运啦
在某些人眼中，我根本就没实力
我真的是很烂的一个人
一个总是以自我为中心的人
我本来就不属于这里
一个根本就不值得他人注意，很没有存在感的一个人



给我上独奏就好了嘛
给我一个人去面对，一个人去迷失
那样不是更好
上齐奏，只是害你们罢了
我上独奏，一个人去找死，更好
那样我不会有压力，也不会觉得自己欠你们的



还有，某个人，弄到我好像不是房长酱。不要整天讲别人，先想想自己吧。



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wow, unbelievable
today is 21.11.11.. (well, nw i realized i missed to post on 20.11.2011 -.-)

and tomorrow we will be going to Genting Highlands for our competition!!
ah!!! quite high now ...xD

Gold with Honour! *yay*
CLBCO-ians, let's rock on the stage !
wooohoooo!

and qizou, jiayou la!
i'm quite worried about that :x
however, all the best to us !!

will be back after 4 days :)

GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!! =D
xoxo :)


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Well, I'm back finally
I must finish posting about the outing we had on last Wednesday..
recently i was quite busy with CO activities : /

--16.11.2011--

12pm, me n Jx went to Jy's house to wait for Jill's car
her father drove us to school
after taking our RM100 ($.$), we started playing cheat game using UNO at the stone table in front of the counselling room
a long game, duh..

about 1.50pm, we headed to Pacific in Ac's car
after we arrived, we went to the cinema to take our tickets
(i was so sorry for mistaken the code number given, but luckily someone helped me, thank you very much /.\)

after that went to the hypermarket to buy some snacks
later went to McDonald's and i bought French fries .. (put in a paper bag and shake shake shake o,o)

later on we went Popular..
and about 3.15/3.30 ( i forgot the actual time already) we headed to the cinema

after long waiting finally we can enter the hall :)
saw some CLB's students there ...-.-

our movie started at 3.45 pm
before that i went to toilet after entering the hall
after that they were worried as i didn't come back for quite a long time ..
huh, actually not so long larh ~~ xP

*i was enjoying my French fries when the movie started ... =P

the movie was a great one indeed ^^V
especially at the last ten minutes
it was really touching T.T
i love both the main casts !
and Giddens of course =)

i love the scene when the guy bent down and wiped the girl's tears after they had a quarrel *ahhhhhh

well, later the boys went to play tingting at the bottom floor (beside the food court one)
while we were waiting for Yt to buy her soap ..
then we went upstairs , Yt n Jy went to buy waffles
after that we went to play tingting there
i played the drum one, walao, wasted too much energy and my hands were painful enough -,-
and we four people played the basketball together .. walao -.-
the cashier looked like very behsyok us ... @.@

then we went downstairs to play the tingting again
the boys played car racing then we played football game together
very interesting!! i played until very nervous and kept shouting hahahhaa

later we took some photos before going back
*so sad that Ac went back earlier so we couldn't have him in our photos

after that Jill and I went back in Jx's car..



As the organiser, i am very happy to make this outing a success =)
thanks to everyone who attended this outing for giving me cooperations and supports
yeah ^^V


end of this post...:D


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teehee.
tomorrow going to Mega Cineplex @ Pacific to watch 'YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE' !
with Jill, JingYi, YiTian, HuiYuen, HaoYi, JheiXern and AikChuan :)
kinda looking forward to it . :P

7days to go for our Genting trip!
Hope we can get Gold with Honours as much as possible :/
but i think i shouldn't hope for too much
well, only Gold will do .
LOL~

byebye!
stay tuned!
i'll certainly write for tomorrow's outing =)



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@xiaoyu
我没事
只是之前有点在质疑自己的能力 :(

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Hello i'm back again

now i want to post about my last 3 days spent in school as a form 3 student
we had our holidays earlier than other form .. ;)

Tuesday
boring NIE programme in the hall n  密码牌 in 3A2
later 飞机棋 with Jingyi, Yeeching n Yitian while waiting for activity to start

Wednesday
in the morning we helped Pn. Wong to arrange her cleaning tools
then i went for Sahibba competition
too bad i just got second in my group ... ><
but overall our class got second too..
quite a nice experience...although at the end it was tricky..but indeed it was fun

later have activity.. =3=

Thursday
last day of schooling for the f3s
i didn't stay in my own class but went to 3A2 instead
i was an intruder of their class, LOL
took photos with them
*sorry for being emo

for the photos, kindly check my facebook :)
I love you all, my fellow 3A2 friends^^
seriously i couldn't mix with my classmates to play games
but it was totally different in 3A2 :)
thank you for making my days after PMR colourful :D

i will be missing my 3A1 friends too :)
hope we can all get 8As and stay in 4SA1 next year, n 5SA1 :)


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today went for practice
walao, laugh till die -.-
because of something, can't tell *we did something against the rules
but it was so fun -,-
LOL
first to see a senior that jio us to do that after practicing ==

Genting trip : 9 days to go! =D
i think it will be a brand new experience to stay in a 5 star hotel with 8 people in a room -.-
but i think we will have no chance to play outdoor le zzzzzz
my racing car and spinner TT

tomorrow SPM le
good luck and all the best to all f5 seniors :)
especially xx :D

yesterday went SakaeSushi  @ SunwayCarnivalMall to celebrate my brother's birthday
Bro, happy birthday to u larh~~ :)

I want to watch NaXieNian!
must watch!!
hope our plan will success
looking forward to it :)

byebye that's all
Holidays i love you! :)


p/s: i had forgotten to blog on 11.11.11 ... sigh...missed the nice date :'(

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一股很强烈的挫败感正向我袭来


在意得很辛苦，不过没办法
心在绞痛着，却依然找不到答案
天哪，我真的好失败
我，不可以再为了那个东西放弃了自己想要的
可是此刻心在动摇
不管怎样，我都要跟着自己的心走
不能再放弃了拜托，也许因为那个舍弃而失去了另一个宝贵的机会
我很没用，我真的找不到任何安全感
手中握着的，只不过是区区一个信任
一旦不小心失去，我真的会很害怕
我找不到自己存在的意义
我觉得自己好像永远都不被需要似的
我很羡慕，我也很自卑
我想要的只是肯定
我很努力想达到，可是命运不偏袒我
怎么办，怎么办






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i'm here to update my blog ...as i didn't update for 1 week .=P

hello i want to write about my activities in school for last week ...
*it will be a long long post

Monday
before recess i read magazine in my own class...damn boring la
and the magazine which i read i bought it last year, but now just take out from my shelf and read... -.-
then i really couldn't endure the boringness, so i asked for permission from the teacher to go toilet ..
and i didn't back to my class after that, i just stop at 3A2 and went to play UNO with them ...xD

then i went for recess and after recess, i went for the rehearsal of graduation ceremony ..
after that we just came out and searched for the place which Sahibba competition was held ..
we couldn't find it so we just headed to the bilik masakan
later we went back to the hall to hear some further briefing ..

Tuesday
today is the graduation ceremony ..
went school quite early -,-
later i found chziching and kelvin so just went our class to wait
but we were shocked to see those f5s are taking photos in our class -,-
so we just simply found a class beside our class and we went into it
but since those f5s need to use the class, so we just went down and waited near the canteen

after long waiting the ceremony finally started ...
their graduation song is nice !!!
really touched to hear their singing ..

after the ceremony ended i still have qizou practice ...
so i went out to eat ...and we practiced till 1pm only ...-,-
the original time is until 2pm leh ...-.-

then i went to the bus stop to wait for rapid ..
and later i saw my CO seniors and they called out my name in the car ..
i was so shocked and puzzled ...lol

Wednesday
i was reading my magazine in the morning again ..
but luckily chziching asked me to do DIY sewing with her ..
finally could do something interesting le ...
its end product is an ice cream...very cute
but it was hard ..-,-

after recess went 3A2 to discuss about our next gathering ..
not much discussing but we just switched to play UNO..=P
first played 虚 ...cheat ppl de...not bad la xD
and jing gu bang ..long time no play already ..

we played until the school dismissed...if i'm not mistaken ...xD

later still went for activities ...

Thursday
an extraordinary day ..=D
me,chziching and xueheng went to Petrosains Dinotrek2 @ AEON Jusco for a competition---Program Cabaran Sains PMR
we were the first team to enter the shopping mall as well as the Petrosains ..xD
hahahaha so proud ~~

we got the participant tag and breakfast ,then we just strolled in the Petrosains
after that all the participants was called to sit on the floor to hear for some briefing and the title
the title for the challenge is "Pteranodon Challenge"
we were required to make a Pteranodon model (with four parts: head, body, wings and legs) and later tried to fly it to a resembled pond to catch the fishes (different area gave different marks)
at that moment i was very puzzled ...how can our pteranodon catch the fish?
is it its mouth had to be opened to catch them?
did the pond have water?
if yes, our pteranodon has to be water-resistant?
but later we asked the staff to solve our doubt
then i only knew that actually our pteranodon has to land on the "pond" only
no nid catch the fishes , and there didn't have any water ...LOL

then we had been given 1hour30minutes to complete the task with the materials given based on the criteria stated
we discussed about it then we started making the model
upon making our pteranodon they kept playing rock songs
it was really annoying ...and at last xueheng criticized about it when we were asked to write down our comments about this programme...xD

seriously we were nervous because we scared if we couldn't complete the task in time ..
but still,luckily we managed to
but our pteranodon got a bit ...failed ...:(
it couldn't fly for a long distance ...
at the eleventh hour we just added some paper clips to increase its weight
then we were given some time to rest while they want to give marks for our pteranodon..

after that we returned to our place and brought our pteranodon to the "pond"
our team is the third to launch our pteranodon into the pond ..
so we couldn't have more practice to launch it ..
xueheng launch it for 3 times...(can choose whether want to take turn to launch or 1 ppl launch all, 3 times only)
he had to stand 5meter away from the pond ...
and it was an EPIC FAIL :(
3 times also cannot go into the pond .. *sigh*

then still have a bonus round
it was probably because most of the teams cannot throw their pteranodon into the pond
got 1 Malay still asked me :"dapat?"
theirs also tak dapat ... LOL
we were asked to do 3 paper aeroplane ..
then we went to the pond to threw again ..
when we tested them, i was happy to see our paper aeroplanes could fly very far =D
this time 3 of us had to throw together
but at last, just xueheng's aeroplane fly into the pond
mine and chziching's deflected to the wrong side..
so we just got 30 marks ... the champion of this round----Jitsin got 100 marks...big difference...o.o

after this we're asked to fill in a feedback
and later each school got a consolation prize and the certificates..
the certificates are fragrant!! LOL!

after that the results were announced
we didn't get anything la, pity ...but then it was a great experience indeed~
we were given lunch and we took it back to school

i still have activity after back to school
so i just went canteen to finish my lunch ...so full =D

p/s: btw the gifts given are nice xP


Friday
today is the graduation day of Kai Chee
originally we were considering to go back
but then today is Mr. Tan aka Tupai's retire day
i didn't want to miss his last speech
so i chose to go CLB
(seriously , i may not want to go back too if Tupai's retirement is not on that day, as i don't want to be absent :P)

but the speech was long and boring
sorry la Mr. Tan

after the assembly i went to 3A2 to PLAY ...=D
watched them playing 黑白棋, read 学海, play UNO, and play 易经密码牌..xD
and saw GO林笑笑 wahahaha
i didn't go read that book, because play is more important ma :P
密码牌 is damn fun!! woohoo, glad to learn a new thing =D
but something unhappy happened..hope both of them will be fine
tomorrow let's play again! xD

then went to counselling room to do a test..
but still need to book the time ..what the.......-.-

then went back to my own class to take my bag
our Science teacher asked us about the competition



ok, i think that's all ^^
Genting trip: 15 days to go!
Hope we'll have accommodation in the First World Hotel
if not i think we will not be able to play already ...



: Hey, please have faith in yourself.
You will definitely achieve it, believe me, and believe yourself.
Believe that you can, you will reap what you sow.
No more worrying about it, it is useless
Hope for the best, and prepare for the worst


*stopthinking*

God Bless Me!! =D *praying*


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My fb account is currently under maintenance .. can't play my tetris battle for today *sigh*

and finally i finished reading 'You are the apple of my eye' just now..
yeah finally!! woohooooo
btw i want to watch the movie!
but it has been classified as porn ==
not really dare to watch lol *no offence

tomorrow going to attend the graduation ceremony!
no feeling at all , duh.

i dreamed about PMR few days ago .. AGAIN
what to say, it's really a nightmare for me
in my dream, i was just about to take the exam
but i forgot to bring my slip peperiksaan
so i had to opt out from taking the exam for all the subjects
i was so freaking depressed at that time , just imagine
all your hard work had became nothing
it's really terrible
and on the result slip all my subjects will be listed as failed but not absent
though PMR has already over for weeks , but still , i dreamed about PMR's stuffs
and today i even saw one of my teachers was marking PMR chinese paper 2
hell, this is in the reality , not the dream

at that moment i was totally shocked, since the teacher is not teaching chinese as i know
omg , just pray that i will get kind examiner to mark my papers, just like the teacher i said above
and pray that i can get straight As for my PMR ..

lol that's all
byebye.


November, I love you. =)
Genting trip: 22 days to go!


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Hello I'm back . =)

so sad to say that, our deepavali holiday which lasts for 1 week is going to end . =(
going back to school, which signifies that I'm going to end my days in school boringly. LOL
however I'm looking forward to the year-end holidays! woohooo!!
Genting trip: 24 days to go. Good one. :P

Let's talk about my Deepavali.
i'm not an indian, of course i was not celebrating ..
but i was quite happy on that day . =)
beause i went shopping and bought many things . (not many la..but can be counted as many already . xD)
my mum bought me a tracksuit, a blouse, a novel (from my mum and dad), and Cars 2 UNO card (actually is for my brother la, whatever)
guess what, i bought the novel 'You are the apple of my eye'!
at the moment when i pleaded my parents to buy that for me and they decided to, i was totally on the cloud nine! SO HAPPY =D
*shhh, i just finished chapter 4 of the novel, lazy to read ... :x
although i have read almost half of the novel on internet, but i think it's better to read all from the beginning ..but i'm lazy enough la :P

Tuesday i went to sing karaoke with neighbour.
i promised not to go again ! LOL
i hate those places with people smoking and high-ing around .


few days ago i dreamed about my PMR result.
i got straight As i think, but it's odd.
how come i was taking Pendidikan Moral ?
anyway i'm quite worried about my result.
haih, better don't think much about it .
God bless me ..
i can't imagine if i can't achieve straight As...
but it's not the time to think about it ...


bye-bye i think that's all .
Ti amo.


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1024 My Birthday =)

I'm officially 15 now .... heehee

yesterday was my 15th birthday
an ordinary day as well
no birthday cake, no presents, no party, blablabla
but I don't care about it .
i prefer to live in my own world . =P
so sad to say that the little present they gave me has already worn out. so sad :/
however, i don't care i don't care .

i received 100++ wishes yesterday .
hmmm, a big thanks to those who wished me .
i really appreciated it although i didn't leave comments on the wall posts but just a 'like'
because i LIKED it ! but not i'm not going to appreciate it .
Thank you very much. Xie xie ni. Terima kasih banyak-banyak. Arigato gozaimasu. Kamsahamnida. Grazie mille. A thousand and a million of thanks. =)

Of course, I have my own birthday wishes too
although i cannot have a wish in front of my birthday cake
but still, i will keep them in my heart
and waiting for them to come true =)
my wishes will definitely be a secret =D

last but not least,
wish that i can have a blissful and colourful fifteen!
yeah!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

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1023 What I've done after PMR

Hello ... xP

now i would like to summarize about what i've done in the past 1 week ++ in school
because i think it will be nice to browse through these things after years later ..
then i will know what i did after PMR exam ... hohoho =P


UNO game
now i just know that there are many ways to play UNO .. besides the classic way (1 ppl hold 7 cards)
there are other ways like cash, heart attack, n another one is touch nose d ==
it's really insane .. lol~

Ponteng class
last friday chziching xueheng and me skipped class and go to the library ..
guess what, actually we're going to search for materials to prepare for the PMR petrosains challenge
we searched for Physics reference books .. other people sure think that we were going insane .. - -
but seriously i don't really know what it's about ..
and our teacher then told us that we don't really have to read one ..
so me and chzi ching ended up playing Sahibba at the recreation corner ^^V
i realized that we were the first person to play the game .. -,- lolz
*and i also skipped class and go to 3A2 ..as what you have seen in the previous post ..

Helped teacher to wrap hadiah palsu (-,-)
wednesday we skipped the motivation talk and went to help a teacher to wrap the hadiah palsu ..
actually we tied ribbon at first, then still need to unwrap all the present ..
it was really my first time to unwrap so many present ..but it was not mine ..xP
if it was mine i also don't want, all long time ago books + papers ==

Go down practice
(==) .. this let me think about my lian4 xi2 qu3... pekcek ...

Celebrate my birthday
it was outside the school la -,-
actually they just treat me and huiyuen for our meal @ little chef.. and gave us a little present ..
--->OMG the cheese baked rice really ... *ahem*
i forced myself to finish it all ..and nearly vomit it out .. - - (i was not feeling well hours ago) xDD
and .. so sad to say that ... the gift they gave me is already worn out ... -,-
honestly , very low quality ... forgve me ...==
but nevermind, as long as they all got the heart , it's more than enough .. ^^

Tons of activity
for genting!! yeah~~

Daydreaming in class
besides reading xuehai , or other stuffs that can be read ..( - - )
i used to day dream or sleep in the class .... zzzz
because it's very sien ma~

Chatting with friends
seems like i don't always do that right .. -,-

Go for a ceramah
i wrote about it last week ..
all sien thing .... -,-

Watch teacher do nail art
ahem, no comment at all .. ==
it's not my cup of tea ... xDD

Play ball at PJ class
lol , not my cup of tea also .. -,0

Choose the stream for next year
Pure science is my only choice !!
but should i take econ ? *blink*



okay i think that's all  ...
if i thought about anything more then i would add-in later ...=P


---

yesterday went Pizza Hut @ Sunway C for a gathering of 2008's graduates of Kaichee~
to meet with our teachers and headmistress -,-
we really made a lot of noise in Pizza Hut ==

about the photos, please go to view them at my fb ==
i don't want to share here, as i look very .. plump .. sh*t
gonna diet already ... ==

--

countdown for Genting trip : 30 days!!!


p/s: tomorrow is my birthday ~yeahyeahyeah


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Oh, now i realised that it has been 1 week of freedom after finishing our PMR.
freedom brings boredom, undoubtedly ~ :x

but then our days have been packed with co activity ..
yay seriously i'm so looking forward for the genting trip ..
it will be a big battle ... 12 teams!!
can fight with JS already .. lol~

these days keep raining in the evening ..
it was raining cats and dogs ...
it will be a pleasure if it rained at night ..
but these few days the rain troubled me ..
because i need to walk to the bus stop in front of the school after finishing the activity ..
tuesday, the rain splashed into the bus stop and made the half of myself wet ...
yesterday, i ran in the rain to the bus stop ..forgot to bring umbrella although i took tuesday's lesson ..-,-
today, thanks yitian for her umbrella ...:D or else i will be a "wet chicken" too ..(sounds weird) zz


i'm considering to take Ekonomi Asas for SPM ...
but i don't know whether it's worth or i can handle it or not ...
*sigh*

Hope I'll get 8As in PMR~
God bless me~

p/s: my birthday is coming soon~



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Dude.

Long time no see you already . =]


**** .
I don't know what's your feeling on me .
maybe you just treat me as ur special friend .
[ I didn't fond of you, okay ]
just curious
why did you treat me so well


you wanted me to sit with you next year
you asked me whether need your help when doing seni cetakan
you said i don't need to go for tuition next year because you will teach me
you asked me to go for wood carpenting class and you said you will teach me how to do
you asked me to pick Geografi next year to accompany you
you asked them not to grab me from you
you will call out my name when you meet me at anywhere


whenever i saw you in distance,
i acted like nothing happen
i don't know what's my feeling on you
because ... i don't want to fall for you
yeah , seriously
because i know i'm certainly not your cup of tea, right ?
i know you like * , or in another word , admire , whatever
and * , right ?
how come you will fall for me? it's definitely impossible and ridiculous . =)


i don't dare to fall for you because i scared i will be hurted once again
hmm, i'm clear of my appearance
i'm neither pretty nor attractive , which will not catch any guys' attention .


anyway, dude,
thank you . =)
although sometimes i didn't really bother you as well, sorry =P


i know you're talented
and with a handsome look.. :P
i guess there are many admirers behind ...right ?


hmmm..may God bless us to score 8As in our PMR .
Good luck to all of us . =)


***** .
last but not least, all the best in your SPM.
thank you for your existence in my life
i learned a lot from crushing on you .
although i did confess to you but got nothing in return
but ... whatever .
Byebye.



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boring days after PMR still going on
i don't want to finish the days like this
it's really sucks -,-

yesterday went for a ceramah
honestly, sangat membosankan -.-
keep saying about things regarding adolescents
and we already knew about it lah -,-
sienz

then today
read xuehai :D
love it ...!!
=P

then went for PJ
played the ball -,-
i know i'm noob in sports
so ... i don't really enjoy it
played captain ball but i didn't contribute much for the game
[i failed to hold the ball firmly when my teammates passed it to me, so the other team chased it] zz
epic fail :(

then go seni room and see the teachers do nail art -,-
LOL
i'm not interested in it .... so..... just see here see there
i don't have any passion in arts.. zz


after  recess went other class to play UNO zz
seriously i was pekcek at that time
[i'm a newbie in playing UNO, so i don't really recognise the power cards and its uses]
but the main point is i very pekcek -.-
because at first they just ignored me
and said what "wf won't play this one"
why they just simply judge me like that?
before asking what i want to play or what
whatever
sh*t

then played until half
a teacher came in and asked them how many students in class
i felt worried as the teacher maybe would list me under ponteng class
but i pretended like nothing happen
luckily the teacher didn't say anything
then my friend just console me and say the teacher won't catch one
but at that moment .. i wanted to cry -,-
just got the feeling -,-

then someone asked me to ask the permission from the teacher to play in their class
so i went to ....reluctantly
my mood was like sh*t that time
so i don't really want to play anymore

luckily the teacher didn't say anything
but i felt very .... grateful? touched?
i don't know..
i just want to cry at that time..
so i just walked out from the class and went to the toilet ...
because my feelings really mixed..
haiz .....

i didn't cry out ==

but then went to the class again and enjoyed playing UNO with them
LOL i'm so odd zz

idk why i'm so emotional these few days
i think it happened since the beginning of PMR
keep emo and emo ...


and i can easily have the mood to cry but i don't really cry like a baby
i will just hide my tears and the sadness in my heart

pointlessss


*tomorrow going for co activity sienzsienzsienz




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PMR is officially ended
shout out loud?


today
the first day of freedom
yes, "free"dom
too free already
have nothing to do
but luckily got magazine to read
actually i don't really have mood to read, but just flipped through the pages,
untuk menghilangkan kebosanan
=.-

it's over
so what?
i don't really enjoy it
in fact, i'm feeling lost
L-O-S-T
i don't know what can i do
i'm losing my aim
[feeling like a retired soldier]
damn it

okay
just talk a little about the exam
my last exam in my lower secondary life
my ultimate target after studying hard for three years
so of course, i was putting high expectation on myself
but what's the outcome, can't bear to think..
whatever, it's all over
i don't want to think much about it

but i don't really have mood to study anything at home during the exam period
just took a quite long nap in the afternoon, and after i woke up i just watch the television
lol? yeah, i just simply browse through some of the important points, then close case. =P
sleeping is the best thing after all, doubtlessly. xP

and during the exam period, seriously i'm not feeling well
on the first day after the bm paper, i think i was having a fever
but luckily, i recovered after taking some medicine
and i was in the best condition to conquer my next papers (oh yeah it lets me think of BI)

in addition
after the exam i felt like my brain is not functioning well..
to exemplify this, just look at some examples listed below:
-when someone talk to me, i can't really hear what they're talking about, and they have to repeat again and again, i'm so sorry ==
-just now i typed a message to my friend, and i don't realise that i typed "no" to "ki" (my phone has a QWERTY keyboard) ==
-when i write something, i would write out the wrong word although my brain asked me to write the another word -.-
-just now i read my brother's magazine and i mistook the word "leg" as "brain" (chinese word)



"Hope for the best, and prepared for the worst."
this is a meaningful quote i saw at facebook just now
yeah, not going to think anything
let's leave the rest to the God
i would hope for the best, and prepared to face the music
maybe i may feel depress if i receive the worst
but, hmmmm...just pray and pray and pray
in another word,
8As is mine! yeah!
lol


bye PMR, going to date with my CO already
and last but not least, my rapid !! ><




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Hey you better keep going on! Don't let me to see you stop there and look back! Please, I beg you, don't do that... just move on, and don't stop, don't look back, even a single glance, don't!

Just want to make this as my favourite and one and only quote until the day ---- the release of PMR results
ahhhhhhhhh I DON'T KNOW WHY I KEEP WORRYING ABOUT MY ENGLISH!!!!
I was supposed to finish it with a big smile but not " ah, why ah, oh no, .....etc etc"
erhem......just to tell myself that...I will get 8As for sure, no worries what.........
but who knows , sometimes we just can't judge or predict the future..
p/s: hey it's the future! worry now for what? future things just wait until future only think about it !

but then...ermm... WORRIES SOLVES NOTHING!!!
yeah, nothing !
even if I blame, weep, or depress all the day
I can't change it right ?
I can't go back to the past and there is really no point worrying about it....isssshhhhh


three more subjects to go!
I promised myself to try my best!
Gonna pray hard !
I will do my best and just leave the rest to God to judge it :)

God bless me !!!
and I do believe that if I have the faith in God, I would overcome them all....
I proved it when I took my Sci and Sej on Thursday...
moreover....no matter how my results will be....I just hope it can be better than trial exam, it's more than enough.. =)
I must stop comparing myself to others..
I must stop blaming myself for some careless mistake that I've done..
that is all useless !
why we must make ourselves so suffer ?
and I'm a person with a high EQ! yes, high EQ!!

Last but not least.....

I must always keep in mind that....
WORRYING SOLVES NOTHING !!!
worrying will only bring depression to our life ..
hmmmm...... JIAYOU JIAYOU!! ADDOILADDOIL!

: YOU CAN CERTAINLY MAKE MIRACLES AS LONG AS YOU HAVE THE FAITH IN YOURSELF AND TRUST THE GOD . =)


*if I get only 7As, I would definitely cry badly for that ... uhhhhh :(
but it is not the time to worry about these .... better FOCUS! FOCUS!




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2 days more then we're going to finish our battle.


: Try your best okay?
: Yes, I promise.
: All the best to you, good luck. =)


* Yeah I don't want to blame myself for screwing the papers so badly..as long as I have tried my best, there is no point to feel sorry to myself..give me five !



p/s: R.I.P Steve Jobs. =(



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1001

Hell, I wanna cry as loud I can =/
Super pointless right now, after finishing one karangan umum.
Yeah, in front of the computer, using Microsoft Word to finish it. : /

And one thing is really make me sad and depressed, LOL LOL LOL
now I know an early bird doesn't deserve all of these
crap, maybe an angry bird will do, perhaps?



Oh no.
2 days
Stupid mind burden, please get out of my brain!
my brain is for all those knowledges to score my lovely 8As
not for you, LOL!

October, a tough month.
God bless me, hope i can overcome it smoothly..

JIAYOU ! =D
8As I am coming!
YO!

*please keep your fingers crossed for me =)


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1001

天啊，连最后一丝希望都破灭了。没了，没了。这几晚都很难入睡，脑子里一直想着某件事。踌躇着，期待着，幻想着，再用＂不可能＂这三字让一切停止，不想了。


一直为自己做好最坏的打算，没想到，看到事实，依然会感到失望，伤心。事实正如自己所愿，不是吗？不懂什么时候开始，对那个肯定就很期待很期待。没想到，一切还是摸不到的影子，摸不到，嘿，摸不到。

抱着满心的期待去迎接，可双手还是空的。不想相信，可事实还是如此真实。怎么了？我只能说 嗯，这就是事实。能够走到这一步，已经很了不起了。可就是差那仅仅一步，再踏出一步，就圆满了。本来为什么要给我那么大的肯定，干脆不给算了，至少现在不必这样失望。

这一切，都像那天我梦到的一样，知道答案是迟早的事。我还记得当时自己很期待地那着手中的那份录取名单，翻了又翻，都找不到自己的名字，却看见很多认识的人的名字，好讽刺。现在，连事实都是那么讽刺。

好吧，我不会死给你看的。



要PMR了才给我接受这样残酷的事实。

哎，现在，只能直走，没有别的路可弯了。

PMR一定要8A，我不想等下12月拿成绩的时候才在那边哭。

加油啦，祝我好运!! =D



去吧，要化悲愤为力量. =)


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0925

I dreamed about something yesterday
something that is very important to me
something that i've craved for very long
i want it badly
but ....... in that dream,
I lost the chance.
A precious and the one and only chance.
(it's not 8As, but something apart from that)

Someone gave it to somebody
and so i lost it
i can't grab it
although i want to
but I CAN'T, yeah, I CAN'T.

what to do,
the truth is slicing my heart into pieces,
again and again.
Yeah, I'm useless
I'm nothing,
at that moment, my heart broke into pieces
but i still pretending to be strong.

I yelled silently in my heart
can i get that chance?
i hope, i really hope.
please, God bless me.

I want to leave here so badly
pressure is overhelming me....


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0924

当剩下的日子已经可以用手指来计算的时候

嗯，9天，仅剩9天。
可是，此时此刻的心却是充满了期待。
好兴奋，可却又有点紧张。
现在的血在沸腾着，啊，好热好热。
期待之余，也想慢慢度过这些剩下的日子
慢慢咀嚼这过程的美，期待每一天会在桌子上看到什么样的各州预考试卷
最近虽然做到头真的有点昏眩的感觉
但是感觉真的很好啊
最重要的是过程，不是吗


最近真的过得有点空虚
每天回家做完该做的试卷后就跑去睡觉
（不懂是不是因为从朋友那里听说某位补习老师说如果感觉空虚那就是A的感觉，所以就说自己空虚==）


加油吧
就最后一次
为初中画上一个完美的句点
祝我好运！
yes!!!


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0921

12 daysss
yeah yeah yeah let's party! =D



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0918

15 dayssssss
OMG
should i be happy or what?
freedom is getting nearer and nearer..after the battle

yesterday i dreamed about when i was taking PMR exam..(i think it's PMR ba)
it's science paper 2....
what did i do? i don't know..
i just know that after passing up the paper...keep regretting for giving sucks answer..
i remembered i even wrote an answer like : "the rate of blood"
OMG? what the heck is that
when i wrote this answer on my answer sheet, i was like full of confidence.. -.-
just imagine it...if i encounter the same thing in my coming PMR exam...
i would be collapsed u know.....:C
it's so terrible!

maybe i am too nervous for the exam..
or too stress?
because i just finished revising science yesterday... ==
and i also tried the questions on SBP's trial.. and it's paper 2 too..
==

nowadays many movies i want to watch ...TT
but because of PMR.. i dare not to watch.. :X
-Cars (watch already..damn like the spy, Finn McMissle..he's so yeng!!)
-Nasi Lemak 2.0 (oh i heard that maybe next week cannot watch already. ==)
-Johnny English Reborn
-Smurfs!

after pmr also no time to watch already... hmmmm :(

well
养军千日，用在一时


大家，不破楼兰终不还！jiayouuuuuuuuuuu!





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0915

countdown to PMR: 18 daysss
never think that it would be so near
i'm having butterflies in my stomach
ahhhhhh
felt like i don't even finish preparing for a single subject
but some, hey, i think is enough..
i know i shouldn't think like that
because after PMR i will regret
haiya i don't know!
now when doing the trial exam papers from other states,i felt discouraged...
but maybe,it is good to learn from mistakes right?
i used to console myself like that..
however,just hope for the best in PMR..
i have no confidence....
need to build it in the days that left..
as teacher said, to ace in PMR, must have usaha, yakin, Tuhan
well, i felt like giving up now..
i need someone to slap me and tell me now: 18 days lagi!!!! TAHAN TAHAN
ahhhhhhhhh
now my brain is saturated
but for 8As, it is deserving
anyway, God Bless Me!
GAMBATEH~!!



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