hmmp!

hmm..

i want to say..

what i've wrote here is just to vent my feeling..

not really represent what i'm thinking now..

so just don't simply misunderstand..

and if i cuss about someone..

it's just temporarily..

so everyone..

dun take it serious...

zzzzzz

i don't want to delete because it's also a part of my memory..

although it's quite suck... ==

but just let it go.... 

i scare..

someone who knew me will suddenly go into my blog..

then spread what i've written here to everyone..

as i had told many of my buddies that i didn't have a blog..

i'm bluffing~ XD

and what i've blamed about huayue stuffs..

it doesn't matter, k?

i just want to vent my feeling..

because what i had blamed about..

it's useless ==

so please dun take it serious!

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suddenly become so emo..

i wonder why..

at school, i could be the same for certain times... ==

especially during science's period.. 

for no reason!

sometimes..

i feel like myself is being abandoned by others..

just like we're discussing for the geography's presentation..

i felt discourage when someone's just asking A for her opinion..

but not mine..

but after that she asked me about that..

that time i'm so emo!

so i gave her a perfunctory answer..

actually, i didn't have much to say..

haih~

i wonder why everyone is just knew about A's existence..

no matter where..

at co or in class..

actually.. i hope that she will drop class next year..

although we are good friend..

but i wonder why i will have such kind of feeling..

jealously made it.. i admit...

just like that day agm..

oh my..

why? because she look attractive?

because she's good in giving opinion?

haih......

i'm good in giving opinion too... ==

but her existence and other people's full attention on her will influence my mood..

then i'm emo, swallowing all the words into my stomach... ==

by the way,

i'm looking forward to the genting trip..

i wish i could be in the same room with her..

i wish i could go to play those outdoor stuffs with our 八卦 gang..

i wish i could forget all the awful thinking in my mind..

it sounds contradict huh?

haih....... ==

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i'm also very expecting tomorrow activity..

i'm looking forward to the ensemble ONLY.. ==

lol..... -_-

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erhem...

what i've posted on facebook for my status...

it's not my feeling right now!!

just share for fun..

i wrote this in my blog N months ago..

i found it interesting when i was viewing my blog..

then i just copy and paste.. ==

but then many people take it serious..

keep giving advices or what..

i think this is the reason to make me emo  ==

zzz..

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and i must tell myself ..

exam's just around the corner!!!!! ==

i must study hard.... ==

but i'm so confused with whatever subjects that teachers are teaching now..

especially maths...

sobs.... ==

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my birthday is also around the corner..

not much excited..

everytime birthday it's a sad day for me... ==

lol..

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bye for now...~

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